I wore my best sweater
I never do, but put on perfume,
set up my venus fly trap
pheromones seducing you.
You fell in, our hearts touched
stuck to me like gorilla glue,
clenching jaws and chemicals
hiding the truth.
I had it all,
curly queen godess,
I was a boy
in over my head.
I thought I could give you
everything that you needed,
I was just holding on to
unable to stop the bleeding.
I'm sorry I didn't sing more songs for you
too afraid to be vulnerable, blame it on my youth,
If I could, I would, but I can't, so I won't
take it back, do it differently, next time around.
We were like bad weather
each others reason to stay in bad,
can't be like this forever
You said, got dressed and left
me behind,
you reached out, I was paralyzed
still waiting for you to return
I had it all,
curly queen godess,
I was a boy
in over my head.
I thought I could give you
everything that you needed,
I was just holding on to
unable to stop the bleeding.
I'm sorry I made it all difficult for you
I promised you a home and children to wake up to,
instead we shared a prison cell, swallowed the key
I will forever miss you, but I'm happy that you're free from me.
Happy you're free from me.